watdoudo
What do I do?
I could howl at the Moon, I could play with the Stars, I could dance on the surface of the water.
Not really.
But maybe.
How do I act? How do I live?
All questions I don't even want answers for - I'm stuck in the middle, I'm being left behind, I'm motionless as the world spins by.
How do I cry? Tears come no longer - what is pain vs. indifference? Why cry? There's nothing to cry for?
What do I need? I don't know - I need nothing...well, I need love.
Love is what makes me happy. When I see other people's smiling faces, when I see them laugh, or play I'm also happy. But it's not enought to see it - I want to be a part of it.
Lonely now =( ...No one to laugh with.
Ah...I see? So eventually, I end up needing people. I can't hide away, because I'll lose all happiness.
It's so quiet. So very quiet.
7 Comments:
learn to have some fun by yourself ^^
2:14 am
i think wat iw as saying is that im hafin too much fun by myself, and that i should try to socialize more.
lol.
11:13 am
aw..i dont know what's going on here? Everyone's having issues...ack..this sucks. I dont know what problem(s) u having...and I should...i'm so bad...*sighs*
2:08 am
sorry.. i got lost reading that.
though it was fun... o.O
like... spinning in a field and getting dizzy.
-ArV
10:28 am
"Dancing on the surface of the water"...
Hehe... I like that =)
2:21 pm
haha ddun worry about it guys...just random stuff. thanks for commenting even tho ive been so inactive on blogs, and hafnt read any of urs :(
7:45 pm
lol i feel like u are completely right =) all i need to do is get by this phase - and i feel like i rlly am! im trying to be myself, to keep smiling, because i kno rlly itz only...like this bad weather! that just wont seem to go away. but it will. the sun will shine again, and the smiles of other people will remind me of why im happy, and why i want to keep breathing each day, keep-on-going~!
heehee, thanks stranger =)
6:52 pm
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